Smack them with a rubber chicken

I'm REALLY sick of untrustworthy, unreliable people. I'm tired of seeing my friends broken and hurt. And I am SICK of seeing people make plans for weeks then break them!!

People using others, and honestly NOT showing the mind of Christ. We're supposed to be examples of Christ today, what would Jesus do? Well I'll tell you now he would be trustworthy, reliable, and he would LOVE.

Come on people, treat others with more respect and love. Otherwise- get smacked with a rubber chicken...HARD. Because that is what you deserve!!!
-Lynnea

Change for the world

Well I've just had a lot on my mind lately.

Since I was a kid I had this dream that I would go out and help to change the world, make it a better place. I remember wanting to be a missionary, then as I got older I realized my calling into youth ministry. I want to impact a childs life in the Christian aspect. But then I realized one day that I have ACC so I wasnt sure how that would work out. But now I know.

It is a dream of mine to tell the world about ACC, to bring awareness out there and to help others understand people like me!! That is how I'll help change the world. If more people knew about ACC it could help with the number of people that find out as adults, It could help build better support for those that have ACC and it could, in general, help build the knowledge of many!!

People are still trying to get me to give up on ACCA but my God is bigger than that. I know that he wants me to do this. I have a big mouth and a big heart and God wants me to use both.

I'm so excited about this, about going out to help this world and I just keep praying that God will keep blessing ACCA. God Bless
-Lynnea

Procrastination

Well right now I should be continuing to write a paper for my class tomorrow. And I'm somewhat still focused on that but at the same time I thought I'd leave a blog. Since I havent in over a month. So coming up in about a month and a half is my 23rd birthday. I'm getting pretty excited. I'm going to be hanging out with a few friends I think so that will be fun, and this year my birthday is on a saturday!!!

This world is going crazy right now but I'm keeping my head up, and thats something we all need to be doing. Life is going to get this way, SO WHAT...keep on truckin!!

I'm watching at a distance as about 10 of my friends are pregnant, and then about 5-8 are getting married soon!! It's crazy to see lives change.

The biggest change in my life right now is ACCA. I'm so excited about it, but there are people that keep trying to tell me to give up. But I know I cant because God wants me to do this.

Well....I've procrastinated so long that I'm falling asleep so...off to finish my paper. Byeeeeee
-Lynny-poo :) :P

Wow.

Hey everyone.

Well the last week has been SO busy with school. I'm pretty blessed to have a few minutes to blog...my roommate is amazing though and doesnt wake up for another three minutes so I'm trying to be nice and am going to wait a few to dry my hair! Anyway, everything is good. School is just...busy. I'm trying to get all my work done and some of it done ahead of time. Which is what today is used for. The rest of the week is classes and meetings and SI (Student Involvement) Finally on friday I have a little time rest...and do homework.

Anyway I just wanted to blog to let everyone know how ACCA is doing. It's amazing. GOD is amazing. We're getting friend after friend on Myspace who knows someone with ACC (family or friend. We've got supporters who've never even heard of ACC before now. AND we found out some news and ACCA will be picking up quicker now. The only thing I have to do Is find out how much it's going to be to make t-shirts. We're taking this and running with it. Doesnt the whole world need to know about this brain disorder?

So thats some of the exciting things going on right now! I'll write back later. I have a head of hair to dry! YES!
Love and Blessings
-Lynnea

Still saying goodbye

Well it's about to be sunday. And life is crazy. I've said goodbye to so many people...and tomorrow is my sunday school class, I do not want to say goodbye to anyone in my church. Even though it's not forever it's still goodbye and it still stinks.

I'm trying not to be frustrated with my school right now. I want and need some help and respect with my brain problem and I'm getting nothing! I'm so scared. I'm afraid that the ACC will act up one day and I wont be able to hide it and instead of everyone knowing whats going on they'll see and laugh at me...and above anything that makes me mad to know that I do in fact go to school with a lot of jerks that would laugh at me.

So heres my deliema. Stay home around tons of people that know me and know about my ACC. People that love me anyway...or go to school to be around a bunch of jerks that will talk about me and laugh at me.

Well looks like I have to go with choice two. But I know everything will be okay. Really, God's got this so I shouldnt worry. It's all good in the Christian hood..................................................................

YO!

Things I'm going to miss

I go back to college really soon and I'm getting excited but at the same time I am realizing what I'm going to miss. My church family for one has come to mean so much to me. I love the people I go to church with. But what I love even more than that are the kids in my sunday school class, they've gotten used to me and I to them. I love those boys to pieces and think the world of each of them There are some that I'm closer to than others but still these are my boys and I'm just going to miss them so much.


So in just a few days I return to my wonderful school where I hope I'm not involved in too much drama. I just want to learn and grow closer to Christ...but I will really miss my church. Thankfully there are many people there that are really supporting me and helping me through this time. God Bless you
-Lynnea

The Remedy

I was thinking last night about all this brain problem stuff thats going on and all the awareness I'm trying to start...

And this song came one...I was just amazed at the almost literal sense the lyrics took on my life at this point...


Ayiesha Woods - The Remedy Lyrics

A little too much time on your hand
So many things pressing your heart
Now you're caught up in a brain storm
And the winds are tearing you apart
And what matter the most now
Shouldn't matter at all
You forgot who's holding you up
And He won't let you fall
Who's in control of your life
And knows better than you ever will
Who tells you time and again
Hush and be still It's time to recognize
That your answer in His eyes
Where the river flows If you'll just
Free your mind
And the peace of God will follow
Just give yourself a little time
Don't worry 'bout tomorrow
Don't you know that His joy is your strength
Can you fathom it
Peace beyond your understanding
When you gonna grab a hold of it
Cause you're life's not your own
You can't do it alone
There is a remedy if you will let go and just...
Free your mind
And the peace of God will follow
Just give yourself a little time
Don't worry 'bout tomorrow
Don't you know just thinking about it,
Ain't gonna add one hour
Tell me who's in control