The Remedy

I was thinking last night about all this brain problem stuff thats going on and all the awareness I'm trying to start...

And this song came one...I was just amazed at the almost literal sense the lyrics took on my life at this point...


Ayiesha Woods - The Remedy Lyrics

A little too much time on your hand
So many things pressing your heart
Now you're caught up in a brain storm
And the winds are tearing you apart
And what matter the most now
Shouldn't matter at all
You forgot who's holding you up
And He won't let you fall
Who's in control of your life
And knows better than you ever will
Who tells you time and again
Hush and be still It's time to recognize
That your answer in His eyes
Where the river flows If you'll just
Free your mind
And the peace of God will follow
Just give yourself a little time
Don't worry 'bout tomorrow
Don't you know that His joy is your strength
Can you fathom it
Peace beyond your understanding
When you gonna grab a hold of it
Cause you're life's not your own
You can't do it alone
There is a remedy if you will let go and just...
Free your mind
And the peace of God will follow
Just give yourself a little time
Don't worry 'bout tomorrow
Don't you know just thinking about it,
Ain't gonna add one hour
Tell me who's in control

ACC Awareness

Well this has been a pretty stinkin eventful week. I'm starting the ACC awareness hard core at this point. Trying to get the word out about ACC and also to help others with and without ACC develop more understanding. I'm working with the ACC network with this as well as some very close friends of mine that are kind of a support team. I'm going to be setting up an ACC awareness e-mail as well as other things. Possibly a new blog for ACCers and those that want to learn about it. We'll see. This will be a lot of work but I'm excited about getting started on this! People need to know. I'm also going to be using this as a ministry and witness to others. And I'm so excited to see where God is taking this. My best friend Charissa, my mom and I will be working out with this and it's just going to be so amazing! I Cant wait.

-Lynnea

Wow...

Okay so since friday alone my life has changed SO much. I started feeling a calling on my life recently...a calling to be more outspoken about my ACC... and I've been praying about what to do. God gave me the answer... and now I'm working on speaking out about ACC awareness. Its scary because I'm not used to this. Speaking out about things isnt something the sweet little shy Lynnea that I've become would do...Speaking out is something the 10 year old loud mouth hyper Lynnea...would do. I'm 22 and not 10...so this is kind of difficult for me but God is helping me through. And I cant wait to see what He is doing in my life. Sunday I had the most amazing time teaching kids about Jesus, I loved every minute of it. The response was good and once again God showed me more about His plan for me.

The part of me thats always been the runner...the side of me that runs from God...is telling me to take off in the oppisite direction from where God says to go but I know that I cant...and this is scary to me, that I'm actually standing my ground. But together God and I can do this....

Happy July 4th...and other things

Well everyone happy July 4th! :) Life is good, my best friends little boy (Bryson) had the baby show today. He one 2nd place AND prettiest eyes in the newborn-6 month cat. He's 3 and a half months. He's such a cutie! :)

Anyway today is the 4th of July so hopefully everyone will have a great day. I woke up this morning at seven am. When I was picking out clothes without meaning to I wore an americana shirt lol.

Oh and I think I've found my new fave breakfast!!! And its something that DOESNT make me sick.

Okay and the other things....isnt it about time I tell you about that brain problem I promised to talk about?

Well I was born with something called Agenesis of the Corpus Callosum or ACC. In english this means I was born without the part of my brain that connects the two sides and sends messages. Its rare. We didnt find out I had it til I was 20. I'm now 22. Well anyway It causes clumsiness, and I have troubles walking. I also have minor cases of OCD, ADD, and autism. Its tough to live with but I've learned to cope and God is helping me so much there are so many out there with ACC that are worse than me. I also get lost easily and have a slower reaction rate and dont get school subjects as fast as I should. Thats pretty how life is for me. God is using me to get the word out about ACC though so please pray for me in that. If you have any other questions please comment me or something.
God bless
-Lynnea

I really dont understand people

Some people I just dont get....here I am having a nice conversation and out of no where someone tried to start argument with me over someone that neither of us have ever met! I mean I'm just stumped about this. I'm in shock and a bit annoyed at this whole situation....how can one argue about someone they dont even know...oh well...one of lifes unanswered questions I guess.

Other than that today has been amazing. I got to hang out with my best friend and her little boy all day. And in just 6 short hours I have to get up because I'm going to Bryson's 4th of july baby pagent! It should be fun.

Tonight Anna (the best friend) and I watched this show called baby borrowers (I think thats what it is called) it's very interesting. And I think a good show to show teens that having kids is a huge responsibility that people should not jump into. It's pretty good though, after one episode I will admit I'm quite addicted to it.

So in the next blog I'll hopefully be sharing more about that brain problem I kinda mentioned below. :) Well God Bless
-Lynnea

I guess I'm a heartbreaker

Well things have been going good the last 2 days I've been working out and tomorrow I get to go to the dentist (yay) The rest of this week I've got planned is that tomorrow through friday I'm working out more. Then on friday I also get to see Bryson (my best friends baby) in a pagent. Pretty excited about it to be honest.

But let me tell you my most recent...discovery. Aparently I am a heartbreaker. This is not a brag. But seriously last week God just helped me see more than ever that I dont need a guy in my life, at this point anyway. And I've just gotten so happy in Christ. Next thing I know one guy tells me he likes me and wants to be with me. I have to tell him I dont feel the same. He goes on and on about how I've broken his heart. Next thing I know a similar thing with a different guy happeneds today. I'm shocked, annoyed and SINGLE AND HAPPY! Why cant guys just leave me alone for a while...unless its just a platonic thing. sheesh.