Still saying goodbye

Well it's about to be sunday. And life is crazy. I've said goodbye to so many people...and tomorrow is my sunday school class, I do not want to say goodbye to anyone in my church. Even though it's not forever it's still goodbye and it still stinks.

I'm trying not to be frustrated with my school right now. I want and need some help and respect with my brain problem and I'm getting nothing! I'm so scared. I'm afraid that the ACC will act up one day and I wont be able to hide it and instead of everyone knowing whats going on they'll see and laugh at me...and above anything that makes me mad to know that I do in fact go to school with a lot of jerks that would laugh at me.

So heres my deliema. Stay home around tons of people that know me and know about my ACC. People that love me anyway...or go to school to be around a bunch of jerks that will talk about me and laugh at me.

Well looks like I have to go with choice two. But I know everything will be okay. Really, God's got this so I shouldnt worry. It's all good in the Christian hood..................................................................

YO!

Things I'm going to miss

I go back to college really soon and I'm getting excited but at the same time I am realizing what I'm going to miss. My church family for one has come to mean so much to me. I love the people I go to church with. But what I love even more than that are the kids in my sunday school class, they've gotten used to me and I to them. I love those boys to pieces and think the world of each of them There are some that I'm closer to than others but still these are my boys and I'm just going to miss them so much.


So in just a few days I return to my wonderful school where I hope I'm not involved in too much drama. I just want to learn and grow closer to Christ...but I will really miss my church. Thankfully there are many people there that are really supporting me and helping me through this time. God Bless you
-Lynnea