Saturday, June 21, 2014

Playing Catch up

I spent far too many months away from the blog, trying to figure out my life. I stopped writing up until about 3 weeks ago. Now that I've sort of gained some of my identity back I'm starting to play catch up. I plan to blog more, get more involved in my writing and in my crafting again. Spend more time with the people that matter. Last year it was easy to keep focus on who I was, in the midst of everything going on I had my theme months to keep my focus where it should be. But this year I haven't had that safety net. I've had a very hard 6 months and in the midst of all of it I have had some really great friends trying to keep me grounded and I'm not afraid to admit that it almost didn't work. I was on the verge of completely losing myself. In the process many of my friends were worried that they'd lose me.

Now though I have some time to recoup, to gather myself together once again and do what I'm supposed to do. I'm excited to see what this time of catch up will bring. I'm determined to do something though and to get lots done. I also have a lot of books to read! lol

Friday, June 20, 2014

Bible Study

So For the last few months I've been teaching an in home/online Bible Study. It's been going well. However for the last several weeks I've had to cancel. I figured this was as good a place as any to discuss this. About 2 and a half months ago I started having a horrible, unbearable, and constant pain in my side. After a little over a month of this and no improvement my mother and some close friends talked to me about needing to go to the doctor, two of them made me promise that I would. So I did, and they found that I had a small kidney stone. I began on the journey to get rid of it and still a month later I haven't passed it and the pain is getting worse as well as some other things that have been happening. So I've had to cancel. I hope to start back up next week or the week after. I miss the world of Esther, with some wonderful women. My life has been a little calmer without some of the extra pressure in my home so that's been fine but I haven't been able to take full advantage of this. Hopefully Soon!

I write again soon (I hope) hehe


Monday, June 16, 2014

Craftea

Well I have no idea what to do with this blog anymore but I know I'm missing my crafting days. I need to get out there and just start doing my thing again but life has gotten hard and taken a lot out of me. I'm gonna try though. My life is becoming more about tea, writing, and crafting again and I can openly share that part of myself online. :) So lets see how that goes, shall we?