The way things is....

These past few weeks have been some of the hardest weeks of my life but like always I've learned so much. My uncle got very bad off and died last monday after having multiple strokes. My family is very heartbroken after the loss but we've pulled together and God's strength is our way of getting through. My own personal time with this is just that...

I'm always so strong. I'm the one that people go to for their problems but I dont really have anyone to talk to about my own stuff. Which i guess thats understandable. I mean, I'm a youth minister...I'm gonna have youth coming to me all the time. And I love that job...it's my dream...but I need someone to talk to as well. And I've got Jesus. Jesus and I do well...but sometimes its just nice to have someone else listening to whats going on in my life. I know everything is gonna be okay though.

And I'm just so tired of being the back burner in all my friends lives. For once I'd like someone to see the tears on my face and let me talk about whats going on. I guess I'm a better actress than even I realized.

I dont want to be hurting, I want to continue to be strong but I'm getting burnt out.

I cant wait to graduate, then to experience life outside of college. To be able to have a real job, have a roommate, and be able to give all my attention to ACCAA.

Thats another thing, ACCAA. People keep trying to rush whats going on, they say they arent but so many are. things like success in ACCAA take time. I'm doing everything I can, and will not be taken away from it. I'm just having a rough time of it right now. But I know it'll get better.
God Bless and Good night
-Lynnea

Wow I stink at this blogging thing

Hey everyone.

So It's Aug. Summer is almost over so let me catch you guys up.

As you know the videos are done. We're working on another one now. The Petition has been posted and ACCA is going GREAT. God is good.

My internship is going amazing and is about to wrap up. I've been so busy this summer but loving EVERY minute of it and I've got 10 of the best guys in my class. They are a pleasure to have and I just love being able to teach them and it really seems like they are learning so thats good.

I went on vacation for the first time in 9 years. It was so much fun! I love my family! We went to the beach it was great.

Ummm thats about it lol I'll blog next dec! (hopefully sooner lol)
-Lynnea

ACCA news

Hey folks,So ACCA has been REALLY busy this past week. First of all I finished two of the videos of ACCers that I was working on, and I will soon be working on the 3rd one. I also posted a 5 things not to tell someone with ACC video. And we finally have the petition to get awareness out there completed and posted. So please go help us out by reading and signing it. It is:http://www.petitiononline.com/ACCA2009/petition.html God Bless-Lynnea of ACCA

Summer

Hey there kiddos. So I'm home for the summer after the most stressful year yet. I say that ever year it seems. I can honestly say that the year coming up is one I'm dreading and excited about. It's my last year of college at OCU and I cant wait. I love the school, it'll just be nice to be able to get out and do something with my life, different from the 5 years of college I will have had to endure.

My grades so far are:
Death and Dying: A-
Philosophy of Youth ministry: B+
Effective Youth Communications: B-
Ethics: B-
Math: dunno but I have a good feeling about it

ACCA: Because my computer crashed ACCA was put behind on a few of our projects but this summer we hope to jump ahead big time. Especially with the videos, and petition, and things like that. There is so much that we are wanting to get done and I cant wait for that to happen.

Internship: I start my youth ministry internship this coming sunday after my friends Aaron and Liz wedding on saturday. I am excited but very nervous all at once and hopefully it will go well. I'm still praying about it. The ACCA Blog will be updated soon with a school and me blog and hopefully with other members bios, more often this summer. There is so much I plan to do with that that I've been unable to do in the past but we will see. God Bless
-Lynnea

My Heart

My heart goes out to so many people right now. People that have lost love ones, whether that be to divorce, death or whatever else it may be. It goes out to people that are angry about something, and those that have some sort of sickness or disorder.

I have a renewed passion for ACCers, and A bigger passion for diabetics and cancer patients then every before. I want to be a time changer in these changing times.

I want God to use me, and I want my smile to be one of those that people look at and say "that girl loves Jesus."

I want that continued overwhelming joy and love of and from Christ. I want confidence and stregth from my Savior.

My heart is aflame once more and is begging for more of my Jesus and I'm so thankful for that.
-Lynnea