As the first month of 2015 nears an end I've finished one of 4 major tasks for the year. I'm about to start 2 more in the coming weeks, and I added one recently.
The one I added is blogging. I've always wanted to blog. I don't have a big audience. I barely have an audience at all but I DO have some things to say and I will say them. So that is what this is about. I used to have a specific blog about ACC, and now I just join my ACC talks with the other things I have to say. My mind doesn't have an off button though and this year so far it's been able me typing my never ending thoughts up. I've talked more about the lessons my dad taught me before he died. I've also brought up things I learned at church and in other parts of my life. I'm looking forward to the other things my mind comes up with.
I'm finally inspired and it's a wonderful feeling. It's about time.
That being said, this evening talking to one of my dear friends, she brought up an interesting point. Whenever my friends come to me I almost always have an answer, I pray about things, and the Holy Spirit lays things on my heart and I listen. My own life is a mess though because I don't have much of anything. I don't have a significant other, I have no job, no kids, nothing I thought I would have at 29... but my friends all around me have these things, and only by the wisdom of God can be there for them the way God allows me to. My friend said to me, basically, "don't you wish you could figure out your own life, the way you do lives of others." It was a moment of truth. It stung.
But it inspired me to need that for myself. to figure it out... to find something... somehow... one day...soon.
So here we go.
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