Annoying Life

As already stated I am not a big fan of this month. I'm just trying to survive and get through. I really don't have anyone to talk to because my mom and I both shut down and most other people think I should be over it and unaffected by the death of my father, since it's been 13 years. I think I can depend on someone and they let me down, so then the only people I can talk to are one or two friends and I feel like I tell them too much and annoy them. Which makes me feel like I'm back in high school and I hate it. This life is annoying. Just wake me up when September Ends.